(x spoiltdoll.HEART.him.

2006-08-24T19:23:00.000-07:00

; jus woke up from my wonder land (:
WEET is a nice sleep. lols still feeling sleepy although . KAKA -
hmm later ll b meeting him , cos he will b going t weihao chalet s wont b ablt t meet him up a few days .

harhars (:

sometimes i feel tht why hor **** is like this .
cos everythings claims t b hers . OMG.
i duochh wanna our friends relatioships bcomes like this lorhs .
WHAT WILL WE GAIN .
nothings rights.
we re not here t snatch away HIM.
is jus tht yoo re doing things till veh overboard lorh *

aiyars wadever larhs.
i douch wanna find anymor quarrel withs yoo.
cos it will onli bring us hurt and not happinesss .

think lar.
if yoo think yoo re living in ur own world please spare is some thoughts.
cos yoo re not just doing things t let urself see.

we re ur friends too olso lorhs .

anyway ytd i watch one vcd omg is damn ROMANTIC and SAD lorh .
aiyos . DEHN I CRY .
OMG too emotional le (:
HARHAR thts me . TEHEHEHE :)

okays got t stops here lerh (:

blog some others time yeahs !!

2006-08-16T02:23:00.000-07:00

nothing special today yar ;

al i haf t say is douch ever provoke me first cos i wont provoke yoo till yoo provoke me (:*

2006-08-16T01:59:00.000-07:00

omg.
hais yesterday s many things happen. i was happily heading for sch right.
then went t chong pang ther took th shuttle bus whooo hhoo (:
nice bus cold * thn py was ther waiting for me larh.
harhar dehn we wad playing like stupid games beating mosquitoe and eat it. LOL ,
fake wab argh. douch took it seriously yar.
then reach sch wasnt late ,cos shuttle bus is SAFE.harhar dehn crapp in th class. PE i nvr chng into attire cos im tire and leg reall haven recover reall veh pain.
then next periodd is recess went t eat malay stall yeep NICE * food .
(: then eat finish is arnd 1055 we was have t g up and line up in th hall and g bac t class. while walking up th stair i saw WEILING AND XINFANG !!
WELING stared at me. but then i was thinking it has been quite alot of times ler. but i jus think tht i douch have any conflicts with her wad . why she wann stare at me.
s i walk past her and say "monster"
INDEED SHE LOOK LIKE ONE OF TH MONSTER .
then she say wad if i dared stare infront of her lar.
but wad is th point useless. in th end sure after sch tok but i douch wan is like s childish marhs. (: im mature lar. YAR!
hahahaha. dehn we ws like shouting ar each other and pls imagine th hal is like s many people student onli no teacher.
dehn i went t muah class and sit with py put down our stuffs and went t th bac of th hall t chit chat wifs other ppl.thn chit chat half way is like WEILING AND XIN FANG come and ask me is yoo say after sch tok th right. dehn i was sitiing down marhs s i stood up and say " wad whn did i say after sch tok " dehn TH IDIOT BITCH WEILING g push me larh wow si bei dulan lah.dehn i push her bac this is how th fight start.
LAME right.
dehn fought half way my psp drop WOW more du lan argh,
i went sit down and check issit ohkays.still can relac right(:
then WEILING keep say say say dehn i stand up she kick ppl leg. kink muah tights veh wad lorh i mor DU LAN AND ANGRY .
ARGHHH.
WENT foward fight . then douch no pull hair here and ther. den i olso douch no how she fall down lorh.
she t bamboo ler. hav sex t many time no energy t fight lar.
dehn xinfang come help her frien beat me lars mor dulan arg.ah siao lorh .ARGHH.
deh i was reall tire le leh. dehn olso pull hair here and ther thn OP finaly bac after playin her mosquitoe dehn she come pull xinfang dehn XIN FANG OWNSELF FALL DOWN SAY I MAKE HER FALL DOWN " JIAO WEI "
BEI KIA LANG DU LAN!
ARGHHH.
aiyar actaully still got after sch thing i veh lazy type ler larh. (:
at least can understand right? HARHAR(:

IM A GENTLE GIRL NOT FIGHTER! (: *

2006-08-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

i miss him
HARHAR .
nvr gonna leave him till th day muah blood stop .
today arh. g wher arh. orh g t northpoint eat lunch ehh npt np is 925.
EAT CHICKEN RICE.
YUMYUM.

actually wanna watch movie. yarh of cos in th end is no larh.
g play billard.
AM I A NOOOB.
kaos. com play s easy.
real life is difficult man!.
nvr mind i wont give up (:* WINK.

yar send me home after tht. (: *
NOW IM ROTTING AT HOME.
its been s long i nvr g SHOPPING.
soon dounh worry, ALRIGHT (:* WINK WINK .

im tire now.
later play psp. DEHN SLEEP TILL TMR .
toothache . ARGHHHHH. PAIN.

i wan bite.

2006-08-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

FCUKER LARH !
who do yoo think yoo re . muah father. please yoo dun even know how t respect me still ones me t respect yoo.come on lorh . im okay with it one i will tolerate with yoo NOW and not THEN.
today i nvr came bac late leh i came bac at 6 okay.
still ask me g wher.
i have got muah freedom please whn yoo olwaes midnight g out did i ask yoo this fcuker.
and yoo ownself ask me eat alredy i say haven then .
of cos yoo cook larh.nvr cook say nvr larh i can g down buy muahself wan.
yoo know i dun like tht veg then dun cook tht . yoo cook lerh olso no body eat. cook ferh wad.
aiyarh i dun know hot th quarel starts larhs.
FCUKING idiot.
NVR MIND dun haf t kare s mush frm now onward yoo g ur way dun tok t me larh.
i wont g bother t tok t yoo.
fcuking assshole.
everyone got attidue wan okies,
sometime i olso need t say out wad i am unhappy with one okies. ):
i jus haf t say yoo dun rule muah lwef!
soon i olso wont wanna stay inside of this fcuking hse.

FCUK OFF FRM MUAH LWEF.

2006-08-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

darling is sick todays):
darling todays not feeling well, ehhs no is frm last nyte till today th lorhs.
hais yo hoew comes headache lehs.alamaks.
i feed laogong eat beancurd lehs.HAHAHAs dun jealous lehs.
ermms,but he dun feel like eating cos sick marh s liek wna vomits.
hahahahs.after eat panadols.
he is better abit.
s i tell him i g down buy him porriage lols.at first he dis object lorhs but he t tire s at last still let me g.
hahaha.BUT HORH HE NO GOOD. ask me surrenders muah $$.lols.
no good lorhs.ask em take money frm his wallet.darling i dun mind using mine olso cos couple not onli th guy pay girl ols can.dear i loves yoo realls.<3
not gonna leave yoo.
PROMISES.
dears rest well okies.
tmr better recover.
if nto i bite yoo <3
dear im not gonna leave yoo no matter wad im ur propertys.
hais.

dont know wad i am thinking!
stress
(:everlastingsloures.nik@sp.com

2006-08-03T17:37:00.000-07:00

loving him deep deep(:

2006-08-03T17:21:00.000-07:00

WHEEEEEEEEEEE!
s happy,
today i pontang agn i know is bad t do thts.but he ask me g sch say this week i must finish up.he himself horh nvr g lehs s i nvr g th horhs. i 620 like tht wake up dehn call him keep calling lehhs till 628 likes tht dehn he pick up LOL.
so late i might as well sleep ferh 10 mor mins hahahs well nvr mind.
erms, then he say let him sleep ferh bout 5 mor min sorry lorh i let him sleep ferh like 15 mins lehhs. dehn i call wow he say g bath in th end fall bac t sleeps.wao kao ehhs.dehn 7 like tht i went down t take bus lols.siping told me she not gg t sch s of cos without her is bored one lorhs so, i think wad excuses t give muah dad.lol pls today got cca lorh.sian, mus comfirm stay till 6 plus wan lorhs.then after tht i call him see whether bathe okies lerhs ma, he tell me is late lehs so he dun wanna g sch larhs.ASS if i know i wont b waking up.i think now im havin sweet sleep in my bed instead of blogging.hahahs.well nvr mind hahahs.
muah leg veh pain leh dun no whyie lehs.sian.see th fcuking doctor olso no use say two mnth wear sport shoe sure will okie th.CRAP LARH.
hahahs.veh tire PHEW!
but sure cnnt sleep th.
AH HAHAHA(:
veh happy lehs.
hahah ytd we meet after sch g his hse. tok tok lie lie.
dehn after tht g ferh dinner he bring me g eat swensens.hahahs s sweets horh.
hees,MUAH BF IS KEais TH LORHS.
HAHAHAH.
no wan is gonna snatch yoo away frm me cos yoo re mine,
SHUPING PROPERTYS!
hahahs.
nvr leave yoo.
loveing yoo deep deep.

we re gonna last long(:

i make sure horhs.dun leave me t.
cos i need ur concern and pampering.

2006-08-02T04:47:00.000-07:00

i know i cnnt leave him lerhs.cos i had fell in love deep deep with him lerhs.hees.i love him(:
mush mush.
today i g ZOO.wahahhas.
SWEET US(:
3 reach thers.dehn darhling hee g buy ticket.
then we g in . walk walk.dehn g see map.and slowly walk ard see see.
hahahs.saw many of HIS FRIENDS.
hahahs.walk ard 1 hr or maybe less dehn 1 hhr, we g buy drinks hahas and ice cream.NIK is olwaes a funny person.NIK stp scuking th ice creams. tht is not th way t scuk ur COCK.
come let me teach yoo. (x , then after tht we went t find ferh SNAKES.NIK IS SCARY CAT,now i know.hahahs.is so hot weather horh nik dear.
after walk walk see see, we wanna g out of th ZOO.
but keep turnning round round lorhs.kaos wher is th EXIT.
muah leg is s tire larhs.
after tht we went t take cab.wahahahs.
in th cab i was like lying on his shoulder lorh till reach hid hse.
i was reall reall veh tire lerh larhs.
haha reach his hse. i went wash leg.
DEHN IN TH ROOM IS JUNP ON BED SLEEP.
not sleep is lie.
dehn he need g werk.kaos.
imisshim larhs.
help him iron his shirt.hahah yoo know muah bf is shuai th lorhs.(x
hahahah. dehn after tht send me home.
dear is cute and sweets.
iLOVE HIM DEEP DEEP(:
nvr leave him.
till th day muah blood drys.

im lucky t haf yoo.

2006-08-01T20:29:00.000-07:00

i dn intend t get angry abt anythuing and wanna fight or wadever.but jus think tht if yoo suddently come ask me s funny lorh.dun tell me is a joke, whn is npt a joke.yoo all jus dun understand th feeling,wad can i do. im not saying tht yoo all three is like against me.is jus tht.pls b fair . if one of yoo got any prob.dehn th rest of ur fren is like wth th other one.so freak lorhs.yoo all jus dun understand how is th feeling lorh.and please yoo all three together who can i tell whn py is not in or online. of cos th closer t me larhs.and pls lorh so i hav t ask any permission frm yoo so i could ask anyone. and please i dun wanna play childish game lorhs.wad come down tok.please frens is like tht wan meh.
if wanna b frens till like this is s meaningless lorhs.

and pls i nvr wanna jio him.
if yoo olredi know i wont staed with him den still ask me i g jio him issit.
please this tell me is not joke lerh.
dun hab t deny or wadever.
I DUN LIKE HIM OK.
and dun olwaes say im sensitive like tht.
is not lors.if one day same things happen t yoo wad will yoo do.
STRESS LARH.
jus dun think t high of urself larhs.
and b say thing becareful next tyms.
it willh urt someone.and please lorh dun olwaes say ur fault ur fault.
like being force t.
FCUK.

DUN JUS THINK OF UR OWN FEELING.
THER IS SOMEONE WITH FEELING T.
AND IS FREND LIKE THIS.
MEANINLESS.

SPOILTDOLL.
<3>

2006-07-28T01:33:00.000-07:00

HAIS
why al this happen.
why must yoo say all this.
fine reall dun mind giving me up.means yoo dun even love me.hais.
FCUK muah life.
why i reall love yoo.
reall need yoo.all i can do now is cry i feel so useless.why make me fall in love with yoo.
yoo hurt mw yoo know.
yoo're taking a knife stabbing inside muah heart.
is tht all oo wan.
seeing muah blood bleed.
LOVE IS NOT PERFECT.
th day is gone.

nvr hurt me agn.
):cos yoo nvr know how sad and painful issit.

ALONE.HATE.MYSELF.

2006-07-27T06:46:00.000-07:00

hais,
SIAN LARHS.
dunt noe lehs. wad is th past is already th past.wad can i do.
hahhas so i shld not b jealous or wadevers larhs.
cos is th past lerhs.who ask me wanna g read , SEE larhs now jealous lerh larhs!
nvr mind.hais.but make sure now th one he love is me norhs.
i dun no lehhs.
i reall love him narhs.
will he let g one day.love is not perfect.
but i know i hate t see him walk infront of me without holding muah hand along larhs.
i hate being alone.
I NEED HIM.
yiru now is muah past lerhs.so reall i dun wanna hear anything bout him cos i only wanna be with you larhs.hope dun olwaes quarell but i know is normal but i dun wan cos i wan us t be happily ans SWEET hahas.but i knew i love yoo.
i had persuade muah bro so pls.
dun leave me easily i dun wan him t look down on us.
so we need t b strong hahas.
ILOVEYOO.
Memories is treasure, no one can steal.
and he is MINE no one can STEAL.

):sian STOMACH CRAMP larhs!
SAVE ME!
am i th girl yoo gna love foreva!(:

INEEDHIM(:
DUN LEAVE(:

2006-07-27T02:08:00.000-07:00

is he bac t me agn.
i duno.i reall hate being like this.cos i dun wan t b sad.
y cant jus b happily together .
why must i see whether he wanna approve anot.
he DID NOT RULE MUAH WORLD.cos he is jus a bro t me.but not t kare muah life.
i jus need ur comment and wad re yoo thinking.cos i dun wan see yoo sad.
cos i dun wan any conflicts between yoo and dems.
and i jus wanna hear frm yoo.
wad if dey disapprove.will yoo still b with me.no matter wad.
hais.!dun no larhs
but i know i love yoo alot.
and i dun wana leave ur heart
i dun wanna g bac t th square wan!
I WAN B UR NIKKI WIFE!
i guess hais.
DUNNOO!!!
lets.see.fate.
HURHUR.

2006-07-20T18:15:00.000-07:00

ehs today i nvr g t sch cos is kinda tire plus i nvr on th alarm clock so i am late, well slepp backs rtye.hahas.today is racial harmony.LOL but im nt in sch LALALA.shioks. now dady jus brought kway chap ferh me.yea breakfast wan shui!haha.im insane pls ingore.LALA i haf t tell muahself not t fall in love so fast cos i NVR NVR wanna get hurt yoo know.cos i wan t learn t stand up by muahself.cos i dun wan being weak.i had lost him,so i dun wan t haf a relationship and lost him again!sometime i did envious those couple were so sweet yoo know.but im not lehs.i dun no y.

HAIS
spoiltdoll

2006-06-17T20:31:00.000-07:00

;fcuk on mie,
;lie on me.
;BUT pls do not lie to me,
im bored, im so envious cos i had not been gg out wit him isnt it so weird since we'r bf nd gf for so long so does it mean we dun nid to go out olso can..im bored!!i saw other stead holding hand laughinh here nd tere and looking so sweets! yet what bout me; yarh yoo can go out with ur FRENS what about yur gf,issit veri difficult;im sad!!

DUN LIE!
#spoiltdoll
#FCUK ON ME
*i hate ub!

2006-06-10T03:44:00.000-07:00

` re wiie cute enuff,a re wiie de cutiest toddler nd kids! hah bet yoo al re jealous!

WE re cute ,
I lourves this ;

2006-06-10T03:26:00.000-07:00

recently, feeling kinda abit sian and tiring,my relationship make me feel abit un-secure i did ! i did told him bout it but...he just dun get wad i wants, he thought tht i am just finding so stupid excuses to show that why i am frustrusted and angry but this is not i want! if my life was angry and mood swinging all de while dehn wad for i live for! isnt it a waste for me to live and being mood swing all de while,i think tht mood swing is a very normal thing that every girl might have,is v normal and is not funny or the thing tht we can control,is BEYOND of our control! maybe some girl doest have mood swing or maybe some could overcome it or can control it,but for ME i just cant , as tis is me could u just love whu u love and accept whoever is her! hais forget it! unsecure is i dun noe wad de hell had happen to u! u just dun seems to kare bout me animore i am just a gurl whu comes ur hse every day and doing nothing but sleep and see yoo play game and eat! does it sound a girlfriend tu yoo! i need more kare i need more love, As yoo said tht ours lourves shld b EVERLATING ! issit true.....

wanru happy burfday,
srry for not coming ! takares!

2006-05-20T06:41:00.000-07:00

lols, so happy today..now y..cosy i whn t eat wib derrick dad LOL hahahs he pick dishes gib mi eat lehs!kao looks so warth, lols , douch jealosu ping , one day u nd redboy'll will hab de chance one..lols..hahahs..we whn t eat curry fish head tht's mui fav dishes leh yum yum,gosh i reali hope tht i realli could B wib him as long as possible hhas..hahhs although we quarel ytd but hais hope tht it realli wun affect much on our relationship nahs! ...i would realli wish t used my whole lfe t b wit yoo..FOREVER nd evr lehs!can us!! darlink!

harts yoo!
:)*laop0

hhas! just nw whn t np wib ping lols it's has been so long tht we haven go out isnt it true ! is thts called short shopping hahs! u're boy im gurl 's!haha!yea yea im ur darlink! nd not her hohs! haha!yoo noe hu, SHE pretty what; mayb i tio her electri le larh!:)
haha! if hav time WE MUST go SHOPPING rtyes darlink:)hee

lourfes yoo!
:)*spoiltdoll

2006-05-06T00:45:00.000-07:00

wad eu did nd sae i realli wad disappointed , u told mi thst ask someone to F mie!am ii erh prostitue or erh gf tub eu!
this tyme rd i wont sae anithing ani more!
wad everb ii sae i will mean it!
:(

2006-05-05T07:46:00.000-07:00

WE ' re MEAN t0 B togther ;
i lurfes ieu n0 matter wad eu did ;

` i will cherish ..

eu `

` will u cherish mi ;

2006-04-24T04:03:00.000-07:00

不要忘记你和我的约定...<33#

我希望你不会忘记 ..

...如果没有你
...开心的微笑
...就会消失

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